Have you ever had that feeling like you are waiting for something but you don’t know what it is? You sha just believe you would recognize it once you see it. Well, that is exactly how I feel at the moment. I am definitely not lacking in the department of good looks or physique; on the contrary, God took his time in that area but I’m not in any serious relationship at the moment because I have not seen what I’m waiting for; some say I live in the clouds but whatever rocks their boat.
Of late, I've unconsciously begun to mount pressures on myself with regards to my current marital status. For example, I could be by myself laughing over something I saw on social media, the poor ‘toasting’ tactics of a church brother, or a friend's Bbm update and then, all of a sudden a voice pops into my head saying "you are laughing and having a good time abi, it’s like you’ve forgotten how old you are?" Instantaneously, my mood would immediately become somber. I’m left asking myself these questions; ‘could this wait all be in my head?’ ‘Is there really something or someone I am waiting for?’ ‘Would I continue waiting all my life?’ ‘Should I give in and settle for what's available?’ These and many more questions are laden up in my mind…
Hmmmm touching spechless
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